Monday, December 31, 2007

Presents 'N Stuff

Well, I bought myself, or more accurately the household present money allowed me to buy a small, and excellent camera, CANON, Power Shot. Works good. For example, the flash doesn't look like flash the way film cameras used to scream out FLASH!!! All the controls are in the right place. The numbers are good. Haven't devoured the instuction book yet, but what showed up so far is technically astounding.


Wifey bought herself a white (oooooh, lush rich white) JEEP, shaped somewhat like a HUMMER. 4X4. I had never driven either one. Unhappily, Wifey won't drive. She can drive, but won't. A few years ago she was seriously injured when her driver fell asleep. And no that wasn't me. So I'm chaufeur. With the 4X4 and so much room for bedbags (huh?) and folding-down seats making sleeping room, we plan one day to drive down Baha* California. *Sp?. We'll avoid the resorts at the tip, joints OJ frequented - not that we could afford them anyway.


Michael (5) got a literally screaming Dinosaur about a foot and a half long. I hope it eats him. Just kidding. Vincent 12, got his laptop. It sucks 'access' via a 6" antenna placed near our modem. The baby, Mark Andrew got a robot dog and oodles of infant clothes all of which he has almost already outgrown.


Communion with relatives, friends, and all those present at the first Christmas was, quite candidly, thrilling far beyond any thought of deserving.


May the New Year bring Peace love and joy to all our blogging friends and acquaintances.


Love,


Barry


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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Christmas

You know how I know it is Christmas? I mean really Christmas? A street-vending truck driver who peddles candy, icecream and other 'comfort food' came to the downstairs door asking where the children were, children who'd purchased $1 of something or other, blue stuff that discolored their teeth and lips and face. They had not waited for their $4 of change. What makes this display of integrity so outstanding is that I was a tad sharp with him partly because my Spanish is poor, and didn't understand what he wanted! He persisted!


Gotta get that hombre a present pronto!


Barry


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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

To be ascertained.....

Christmas. It's upon us. I notice how secretive I become about the flow of indirect 'who got what, and who will get what,' and 'why haven't I done more Xmas shopping?' I bought my wife a trivial present and joked it was a Xmas (that is, not the REAL Christmas connected gift) and she said, "That's really for YOU!" Gee, foiled again. A craven coward, I give bigger/better presents to those I'm afraid of, rather than to those I love the most. Last Christmas I mailed better presents to a former friend than I gave to anyone in my immediate family simply because he insulted me, after becoming estranged, just to get even. He wants me, and his mother wants me, to know he's well-off. I doubt I ever met his mother but I do remember for certain that the only thing she ever said to me, the ONLY thing, and it was on the phone of all places, that her son had bought the building where he lived in Greenwich Village after college. (We knew each other in college.)  In other words the guy is a millionaire. And, he wants me to know it! It's no secret that money has a reputation for causing evil.


So, how much of Christmas gift giving is generated from needs to dominate, and just how much of the gift giving is an expression of love?!  You be the judge. 


Often, I've come to believe, the best gift-giving takes place on a cold night in June, late at night, annonymously.


Barry


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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Jeanette Macdonald

Jeanette MacDonald, you'll find, if you Google that name, may not be particularly remembered today, perhaps because she led a happy life and appeared in light weight musicals in 1930's movies, has been much written about. In the 1940's she made a movie in color that was along the lines of Lassie Come Home; but in MacDonald's movie I think the animal of sentiment was a horse. She was spectacularly well made up and photographed to perfection, so that I can claim she outshone Garbo in beauty (I doubt Garbo ever made a movie in color) and in spite of J Mac's so-so acting, and light weight singing, she's easily the most beautiful woman in the history of the movies.


I noticed something most peculiar: her Hollywood makeup man didn't believe in black lines surrounding her eyes, a practice today that's all the rage. Every female face on magazines displayed in supermarkets today has been made ugly by  ludicrous almond-shaped (if you insist) black lines around the eyes. Are women today trying to look like Cleopatra, or some other long dead supposed great beauty? Every (?) woman newscaster has those damn black circles. What gives? Hillary probably has them too. Might rethink my vote. Ha.


Usually, in my visceral response to women actors, my involuntary response depends almost exclusively on their acting, not their appearance. But in the Case of MacDonald her beauty floors me. In the movie I saw her character gave a singing recital which included an aria from Madame Butterfly, her character a young Japanese woman in love with an American sailor. She sang the music (Puccini) but didn't characterize at all. That fact didn't detract from her beauty one teensy bit! My guess is that by that time, the 1940's, she called the shots. Which, I bet, included, no black circles around her eyes!!


Barry


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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Okay then, cats it is.....

The vehicle parked next to mine in the garage has on the dashboard a small, but lifesized, and lifelike, children's (?) ginger kitten looking almost full grown. The other day a fully grown older and wild cat, female, was lying next to the 'kitten' but outside in the cruel world. I could hardly believe my eyes and for some minute or so thought the inside kitten was real. 'How cute' I thought.


I know that 'Mother' cat and have smooth-talked her to be more tame. Nothing doing, not really, she's a cat that has given up on humans and loves the dumptster instead: the food there being more reliable and certainly more sumptuous. She lies on the hood in order to keep warm at night. The engine coolant stays warm for hours I guess, in spite of the fan that runs even after the engine has been turned off.


I can only assume the mother cat was pretending just as the owner-child of the inside ginger toy pretents the stuffed animal is real. Let me jump ahead: I think domestic cats, whether inside or permanently 'out' have evolved to stay connected to the races of people who in various ways bred them. Even the wildest of domestic cats will, almost involunteerily, respond to 'Kitty kitty kitty' even from anti-sentimentalists such as I am. They evolved with us, and can't forget us....ha ha ha ha ha...I like cats. But think giving them diamond collars is a bit much.


Barry


 

Friday, November 16, 2007

History and White Women.

When I pick up my two 'middle' boys Patrick and Michael, three African American parents, two women and one man, a husband/parent of one of the former, merrily chat with me while we wait. Yet, not one single Hispanic parent, of hundreds if not thousands, will even look my way, let alone converse with me. Spooky.


That fact seemed worth establishing as in my experience, before I comment on the comedy of Obama and Hillary (aka Hillary and Obama). I swear Obama, Lawyer, US Senator from Ohio, Harvard Review (law school) chief for a period, is terrified of getting caught, him a Black man, peering at the probable place of the white woman's cleavage. Remember? Cleavage really and truly re Hillary, did come up as a subject along with photo proof on TV. (Nice btw; hey, I always look; I look at everything, even if nothing is showing.)


Main Entry: cleav·age
Function: noun
Pronunciation: 'kle-vij
1 a : the quality of a crystallized substance or rock of splitting along definite planes ; also : the occurrence of such splitting b : a fragment (as of a diamond) obtained by splitting
2 : the action of cleaving : the state of being cleft
3 : the series of synchronized mitotic cell divisions of the fertilized egg that results in the formation of the blastomeres and changes the single-celled zygote into a multicellular embryo ; also : one of these cell divisions
4 : the splitting of a molecule into simpler molecules
5 : the depression between a woman's breasts especially when made visible by the wearing of a low-cut dress


(Gee, billing here seems a bit off: "Cleavage" needs a stronger agent or lawyer)


So, it was truly giggle time whenever Obama tried not to actually look at his political nemesis Hillary Clinton, Sen. (D) New York.  She even had the Chutzpah to say she came that night wearing her flame proof pants suit!  Ha ha ha ha ha ha. Love that woman. 


Barry


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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Why Blog?

Main Entry: con·science
Function: noun
Pronunciation: 'kän(t)-sh&n(t)s
Etymology: Middle English, from Old French, from Latin conscientia, from con scient-, consciens, present participle of conscire to be conscious, be conscious of guilt, from com- + scire to know -- more at SCIENCE
1 a : the sense or consciousness of the moral goodness or blameworthiness of one's own conduct, intentions, or character together with a feeling of obligation to do right or be good b : a faculty, power, or principle enjoining good acts c : the part of the superego in psychoanalysis that transmits commands and admonitions to the ego
2 archaic : CONSCIOUSNESS
3 : conformity to the dictates of conscience : CONSCIENTIOUSNESS
4 : sensitive regard for fairness or justice : SCRUPLE
- con·science·less /-l&s/ adjective
- in all conscience or in conscience : in all fairness


There's something out-of-whack when I wait this long to write an entry; so I look to conscience for a guide. Pretty thorough definition for 'conscience' from the dictionary - better than I expected.


On the DO YOU BELIEVE?message board, wars still blaze between the atheists and the 'Believers.' Lately the name calling has seemed to reach an even higher decibel level than earlier. I wonder if the approach of the Holidays induces unwanted anxiety in the combattants? Think I'll make sure I get in the mood for Christmas by rereading the Dickens ever-so-famous story featuring Scrouge.


Children seem to totally understand Christmas (and I suppose Hanukkah)


Main Entry: Ha·nuk·kah
Function: noun
Pronunciation: 'hä-n&-k&, '[k]ä-
Etymology: Hebrew ha nukkAh dedication
: an 8-day Jewish holiday beginning on the 25th of Kislev and commemorating the rededication of the Temple of Jerusalem after its defilement by Antiochus of Syria


and often get as much if not more pleasure from giving as receiving. (Forgive me for knowing little or nothing about Hanakkah celebrations)


See? I'm out of practice and need the dictionary to help me along.


To one and all Happy Holidays!! Hey, I'm not jumping the gun: Thanksgiving is only eight days away!


 


Barry



 


 


 

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

A 2007 movie that came and went....zip....

Purely by chance I just watched, yesterday, two amazing, worth-watching movies, both dark but gripping nevertheless.


I'll start with the documentary, BRIDGE. This one has, to be candid, really taken me aback. The subject is suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge, you know the one Drake could have seen as he sailed by hundreds of years ago. (S.F. doesn't have a Drake Hotel for nothing.)  Yes, the camera lingered on the Bridge over so long a period it actually catches people repeatedly returning to the Bridge and finally jumping off. The most flamboyant is a fairly young male with long black hair and wearing all black clothes. Twice he climbed over the waist high steel railing but didn't actually jump until the second time. He had a rehearsal in other words. On the way down he did a sort of swan dive and landed horizontal ensuring, knowingly or not knowingly, instant death. At 120 miles per hour it'd be like hitting concrete. Another jumper landed feet first and survived. He is given a long interview in which he is most candid and engaging. I think it was unusually generous of him to submit so graciously. Glad to be alive I suppose.


Relatives and friends of the dead also give interviews. The documentary must have been a labor of love. There is nothing prurient or irreverant intended in the documentary, nor is any intended in this heads up recommendation: to watch, not to jump!  Ha!


Actually I'd read some years ago an article in the New Yorker about suicides from that Bridge. And recently I read in the paper that jumping may be made much more difficult, if not impossible, by adding fencing.


_______


I've searched my conscience for evidence that when I hitch-hiked to Wyoming and back on a weekend by beginning after I walked across the Golden Gate Bridge, did I have suicide in mind? No memory of entertaining suicide can be discovered. But, I was perhaps in desperate need of a change of scenery. I left out earlier, in an Entry, that in Wyoming I knocked on the door of a brothel, very late at night. I had to walk up some wooden stairs. Quickly, immediately after knocking, I went back down the wooden stairs as quietly as possible. I was only seventeen. Somehow, though, I knew what the naked light bulb at the head of the stairs, near the door, meant.


_________________


A movie with a strangely similar ambience opened and vanished last March (2007) so fast I missed any and all mention of the film. It's called Reign Over Me, starring Adam Sandler and Don Cheadle (the latter the Black head of detectives in CRASH.) When it came out critics turned sour apparently because of a plot detail than seems to have been ommitted from the DVD which I've seen now four times beginning yesterday. Adam Sandler plays a dentist off his head from the death of his wife and three very young children in a plane crash. From the DVD I got that they were killed in a routine plane trip from NY to Boston to see relatives. But when released there was a line saying that the plane crashed on 9/11, out of Boston I assume. That one line seems to have ruined the movie's chances of being taken seriously. For the story it matters nothing where the plane was going. Planes crash, and almost never from terrorists. It's billion to one chance even today.


The movie was written and directed by Mike Binder. Produced by Jack Binder. One of the roles is played by a 'Binder.'


Critics jumped on trivia such as New York law prohibits engine driven scooters, a vehicle excentrically ridden at all hours by the deeply disturbed, shattered, Adam Sandler character whom kind dentist played by ever-skillful Don Cheadle at the heights of his powers tries to assist.


Movies about kindness grip me. Reminds me of the line spoken by Blanche: "I've always depended on the kindness of strangers." (Sure hope I have that word perfect.) Cheadle puts up with a man 'drowning' who apparently wants to drown. Swimmers know that rescuing someone in the water can be treacherous because the drowning person in panic is likely to drown you too!


Two fascinating women's roles are played, says the critics, by otherwise "supermodels." I didn't object to their credits good or bad, I just got a bit confused by the fact they looked almost the same. Their roles help establish how far gone Adam Sandler's character really is; all blandishments leave him cold.


The critics were right about one thing: New York City sure is made to look good, night or day. But, trust me, NYC for very young people; older people are happier elsewhere. IMO.


Barry



 


 


 


 


 

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Trumpetting the Obvious

The other day I watched a couple of baseball games for the first time in ten years, maybe much longer than that. I watched the Boston team outscore the Colorado team.  I had nothing on the result, no bets down, no regional loyalty, no knowledge of the game to influence me, just the fun of watching hugely skilled ballplayers doing their lucrative thing.


Sports writers across the country had other nuts to crack. Some were quoted in the LA Times, including their own sorehead who announced, much to my astonishment, that Boston bought, paid for, the World Series. Gee, I had no idea. A Chicago sports writer announced that Boston players had used trickery. I must have missed that part. I'll tell you what I did notice and that was how fair, and how enthusiastic were the Denver/Colorado fans who seemed to my uneducated eyes appreciative of all the fine plays by both teams. Made me rethink living in Denver. Splendid people in Denver I figure, Fair especially, in spite of the altitude. And it's so beautiful.


I was in Denver once, passed through while hitchhiking. In High School in San Francisco on a Friday after school I walked North across the Golden Gate Bridge and hitchhiked to Seattle, then hitched East to Wyoming, and back West to San Francisco. 


Madness, right? I was 16. I lived alone, but kind people, including truck drivers, helped me. Drivers must not fear picking up a child. Today my antics would get me killed, and probably very fast.


On Monday morning I was back in school missing not an hour of class time. I was accepted at all three of the colleges I applied to.


Have I paid back the blessings I received? I have not. Maybe an opportunity will show up, or I'll get ambition and create an opportunity.


Love it, love it all.....it's not forever....right?


Barry



 

Thursday, October 25, 2007

EVIL

Pyromaniac


Troll


Serial Killer


Butcher in uniform


.................................$#@&&& SO ON....


 


It has now been declared as fact: some of the San Diego County fire (killing eight) were the product of the crippled mind of madmen, pyromaniacs.


Barry


(....who resemble in their MO AOL trolls on message boards.)


Barry

 
"Dammit.  Don't you hate when people read

the earnest words you've written and then use

the comments to talk about themselves?!  

Sorry.  I'm conscious of it now."

 

[Comment from a "sorry" blogger directed elsewhere]

 

I do that all the time and will not apologize.

Helping to increase the volume of self-centered

self pity is not among my ambitions.

 

What staggers me is how many responses such

witless journal entries inspire. Only this minute, puzzling

over this Comment, have I come across a possible

explanation. Most people must shudder at the very

thought of talking about themselves let alone

having to actually do that. They oughtta get over it.

 

Actually, thinking further, how on earth can actual

conversation ever take place if each person does

only a soliloquy!? If Hamlet were to go on much

longer telling us his troubles he'd become a first class

boor. (In any case he needed to see a psychiatrist.

That scene in the closet with his Mother!???)

 

Barry

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

California Forest Fires

For UK j-land friends here's a few observations about the enormity of the currently raging forest fires in Southern California. At this very moment CNN is reporting 'EXTREME FIRE DANGER,' with winds reaching 75 MPH.  We are not threatened, even though the fires are within 30 miles or so, because we live three blocks from a fire station - with a fire engine and a fire truck - and because we live next to Glendale Memorial Park where there has been constant, for a century or more, vigilance against any possibility of fire.


In Malibu, damn near levelled, there's a college called Pepperdine. Know nothing about it. But wouldn't it be logical for that college to have a Forestry Professor, or even a Botanist?!? someone who'd have known enough to speak up about the tinder box that Southern California had become?! 300,000 people have been forced by the fires to evacuate.  In America there is, believe it or not, extreme pressure to conform, be like everyone else, don't make waves, and perpetually go into agreement with the majority. So, I deduce, at Pepperdine, a zero on the academic barometer, there is not now, and never has been, one single professor who spoke up on any subject all my him/her self. It's a Country Club. Today at breakfast they are serving cinders, ashes, and burnt meat, while all fluids served in baby bottles with nipples to suit.


Lake Arrowhead has lost hundreds of homes. They were ugly anyway, so that'll lead to improvement.


Pets. Can you imagine the number of dead pets!? The news covered giant turtles that were rescued, but not much else.  Those people must have had brain dead dogs; regular non-spayed dogs would have known far in advance that fire was coming, and set up a terrific racket.


There have been days, several days, of sympathetic clucking shown on TV; After a while all that 'sympathy' turns to rock hard sugar candy; so I leaven the meal with a touch of reality. Paint me Scrouge.


Barry


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Later, Tuesday Oct. 23  '07: Finally an academic is quoted on CNN as noting that new plant life in Southern California has contributed to the unprecedented fires all over the lower half of CA.  Over 500,000 people have now been virtually ordered to leave their homes.


Perchance did you happen to catch the up close and personal documentary about climbers to the Everest Summit?  That too aired today; I've been glued to the tube for far too long.  The moral dilemas that crop up on the climbs make for drama somewhat akin to abandoning one's home in a forest fire: It probable won't make the news, but for sure some will rather perish in their homes than live with having to be fully responsible for losing their home.  By staying in the building one theoretically endangers others. Similarly, if a climber meets someone still alive on their retreat, is one compelled to give up one's climb in an effort to save the life of a defeated climber who has no chance of living, helped, or not helped on their way down? I suspect for a Christian the instruction is to help no matter what.


Barry


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Thursday, October 18, 2007

My son the singer, cont.

My seven month old son Mark
fights off sleep by making himself look
like a plough (aka plow?) with
butt in the air, head in the ground,
then screaming in a desperately
accusatory fashion as if it's all my fault.
He sleeps best in the car. The movement
is some kind of atavistic connection
to being inside Mother? He sleeps a
lot however. In the car he sings along
with Beethoven. Honest!  He had another
breakthrough in that, he finally got himself
to sing along in the Chorale section at the end,
proving how important is sleep, blessed sleep.


Barry
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Having No Subject

The truth is I feel today that I have nothing to say. That is, I feel zero desire to write what I have come to believe most everyone wants to hear. Normally I'd just write what's on on my mind and let it go, sustainted simply by getting whatever off my chest. But lately I've experienced a great deal of antagonism here. A troll managed to bypass the block of his (its) SN and post his inanity of attack.  Another, longtime troll showed up with yet another SN and went ballistic. He's now blocked. But the fact he showed up at all was like being buried in a sewer. For the time being I'm fresh out of charity.


I have a volunteer, requested, small project: to write a short short story in which a memory from childhood was awakened by one of the senses: cold, heat, smell, color, weight, and so on, whatever has been in your life a force to reanimate an old, old memory. A collection of such short stories will be sold in book form to raise money for the keep of homeless children. [Details can be found in AOL Message Board "Writers Pad Open Discussion, Oct. 16, '07] The best model of that process I have ever read comes from Swann's Way in the Marcel Proust novel REMEMBRANCE OF THINGS PAST. The character remembers the smell of cake dipped in tea and served by his mother out in the garden when the character was a child. I read that scene when I was in High School in San Francisco. I thought it was sweet, but fanciful. About ten years later, in New York, I did "Sense Memory" exercizes in Lee Strasberg's private acting classes and discovered that memory is indeed often coupled with a solid sensory reality, such as the smell of cake out in the garden.


In adult life the preciousness of a long relationship is amplified when there are many memories tied to concrete sensory reality. Making it up is weak compared to the flood that comes from remembered sensory reality. When I was last married, in 1992, my wife had no breasts, nada, zip, none. Seven months ago when she (God Bless her) gave birth to Marc Andrew her breasts were humungous, melons! Yet, remembering first being with her, fifteen years ago, I hardly noticed that she had no breasts; didn't bother her so it didn't bother me. I shouldn't be writing this part should I?! Oh dear. So kill me. But remember, Mark Andrew is the one who now sings Beethoven!  Ha ha ha, and he's only seven months old. What next?!@! Wish me luck, please.


Barry


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Monday, October 8, 2007

Two For The Money

TWO FOR THE MONEY (2005?)


The Al Pacino vehicle apparently bombed when it came out (2005?) but it has interest buried in the too busy plot.  Something about gambling may be bad, but life is a gamble whether one likes it or not. From the credits I guess one can assume ALL the football clips were shot using actors. Otherwise, it's hard to believe football teams would sell action clips to a movie producer. The football clips looked real to me. Renee Russo was hired because she's old enough to plausibly be Al Pacino's wife. I dunno where America gets the absurd notion that husband and wife MUST be the same age. That notion makes me puke. I know of a woman who married a younger man and lives in secret, and ashamed. Stupid! I think I'll move to France.


In the movie Russo and Pacino come very close to French kissing. I was surprised. Hard to avoid making that look gross on film I would think.


Barry


[Point, buried perhaps: Al Pacino is a great actor, known for taking huge life/professional-gambles, so I hope he doesn't regret having made this movie; It's well worth watching solely for his performance.]


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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Who's Gonna Drive You Home Tonight?

The music group from some time ago named The Cars might have permanently disbanded. I'd like to think that some of those excellent musicians are now with another group or other groups. One of The Cars songs is called DRIVE. It's my favorite; it's most unusual. It is number 6 on my CD of their works. I've played it over and over. For years!


Here in brief is DRIVE's narrative (it is most unusual as it's totally devoid of swagger, bragging, self-promotion, criticism, judgment, seduction, dreaming, or energy purely for the sake of energy) which I will recount from the simple words of the song in order of delivery:


1. "Who's gonna tell you things aren't so great?"


2. "Who's gonna drive you home tonight?"


3. "Who's gonna hang it up....... when you call?"


4. "Who's gonna hold you down when you scream?


That last line is not delivered any stronger than the other lines; I've put it in red to help me make my main point which is that the young man deeply loves a young woman regardless of the fact she can feel nothing for him due to her obsession with 'staying out late,' living life as I imagine Brittany Spears has lived part of her life. 


Humility and self-abnegation seem almost entirely absent from present day pop music. You'd have to go back to Cole Porter to find such gentle humanity as present in DRIVE.


How I love that song. I suppose we all have, or have had, a very distant love unapproachable. If we had the habit of experiencing ONLY that form of love unattainable we'd need to check our priorities.


I'm a musical ignoramous, no kidding. For example, I can't remember if it was Cole Porter or Nat King Cole who wrote "I've got you..........under my skin."


So what song rockets YOU to the moon? Especially what 'odd' song does that for you?


Barry


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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

My Son the 'Singer'

Many months ago, in what feels like years ago, I blogged that driving while listening to the Chorale (Symphony #9) by Beethoven gave me great pleasure. The reason might be that the audio system is better than I thought; I've never had an automobile that came with a CD player, and it so happened I was doing California driving almost as a necessity the distances being so great. Hence, the boredom of driving was relieved by music listening. I got tired of Bible Chat (The CRI in NC) and other talk radio. (Speaking of which, I confess I miss Howard Stern.)


My wife is not mad about Classical Music. Yet, one day when she got in the passenger seat, section three (Third Movement? I'm a musical ignoramous) of the Chorale was playing, that part where a very long, and therefore arresting forced pause in the ongoing music, a long held note, dissolves into the sweetest, most ingratiating, lovely melody unfolding. My wife said in hushed tones, "My! How lovely!"  She was semi-hooked. (What she REALLY likes is karaoke


Main Entry: kar·a·o·ke
Function: noun
Pronunciation: "kar-e-'O-ke, k&-'rO-ke, "kä-rä-'O-(")kA
Etymology: Japanese, from kara empty + Oke, short for Okesutora orchestra
: a device that plays instrumental accompaniments for a selection of songs to which the user sings along and that records the user's singing with the music


and is saving up to buy an elaborate version of that contraption about which I know next to nothing.)


A few months went by. When Mark Andrew (age seven months) was alone with me in the car I repeatedly played the entire third movement over and over. It's L O N G, as the whole work is an hour and a half or more, and suddenly, out of the blue, Mark Andrew sang along with the music! I was flabbergasted! His dear sweet infant voice got amusingly tangled up with it so much he was almost laughing and 'singing' at the same time.


More time passed. During an onrushing family conversation the Beethoven got left on and ran over the third movement and, into the highly dramatic 4th Movement in which an enormous, glorious choir made up of hundreds of voices sing an anthem of Joy. In the middle of this cacophony Mark Andrew began to 'sing.' His mother was transfixed. The rest of us couldn't stop laughing with glee, astonishment and happiness.


Pssst. Soto voce OK? I believe Ludwig van B (1770 - 1827) has another fan, Mark's mother! Ha ha ha ha ah, shhhhh.....lest she go into denial.


Barry


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Monday, October 1, 2007

Playing Interviewer

My dear 'Journals' friend ZoePaul sent me some time ago a list of interview questions. For a while there was an 'infectation' (sp? sp? sp? drat! Infestation?) of interviews given, and interviews taken, then, just as suddenly that nice, pleasant and harmless game vanished.  My understanding of the game was that while any and everyone could watch the game, it was pretty much just between Interviewer and interviewee. Having total trust in Zoe I took the interview questions in a spirit of fun and replied in the spirit with which the questions were asked. For example she asked me if a bank robber in his escape dropped a million dollars on my lawn would I return the money to the bank, or, realizing the Bank was insured against robbery, simply keep the money for myself?  I said I'd keep it. Keeping to the spirit of fun, I said I'd drive the money to Canada, then find a way to get the money into a Swiss Bank account. Of course the latter is sheer fantasy and ridiculous.


Not just once, but twice, another blogger, also in England, sent me an email, with the same message that he'd Entered in reply in my journal: that he, proud, rich and totally honorable, would of course, cross his heart and hope to die, would never, ever, keep anything, not even a hanky, that did not belong to him and himself, and he alone.


Such wizz-bang purity seemed like a wiff of Purity imported to USA with the Mayflower. Purity still Lives in MERRY ENGLAND!!!!


I did so feel like a low class, impoverished colonial lout! Fancy, me a thief, and exposed as such while blogging. I'm undone!


Console me, please!


Barry


http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Travel

On Saturday morning drove to Fresno on business and took the whole family with me: round trip over 400 miles. Purely by coincidence, today, Sunday, is my birthday, and yesterday I visited my birth place, Fresno, CA.  Odd, no? 


By far the most astonishing geographic part of the trip was climbing the "Grapevine" en route to Fresno, and driving back down the Grapevine on the way home. Going and coming, going up and going down, the speed limit for trucks is different from, and frequently posted, the speed for automobiles. Also, trucks must stay on the right hand side where there is provided in several places, going up and coming down, a truck safety ramp to act as a brake. Brake testing provisions are available for trucks. In other words the mountain(s) are very steep.  Cars are forbidden to go over 70 mph up or down. Coming down, on the way home, I did something I'd never done before except on a motorcycle, and that was using the engine as a brake. That is, clicking off the Overdrive button, which then lights up on the dashboard as "O/D Off",  and slows you down without having to use the brake. (Mazda transmissions are good.) At 70 the RPM goes up to 3,000 when ordinarily it would be at only 2,500 RPM or lower. Just as on a motorcyle changing down, coming down a steep hill acts as a brake.


The Grapevine is on the news every winter when it snows. Passage is often blocked for hours/days every winter. What the news doesn't convey at all is the breathtaking beauty of the mountains even in Autumn when there is no snow at all. (Nestled in between the mountains is Lake Castaic, site of some events, such as sculling, in the 1984 Olympic Games.) Son Vincent, 12, took some photos through the windshield. I hope I'll be able to post them here.  The months long snow coverage seems to have permanently prevented plants from growing successfully, so in Autumn the higher parts of the mountains almost look like stationary light brown clouds going off in many different directions.


Going North, toward Fresno, after traversing the Grapevine, the land is very flat home to orchards, vineyards and fields of corn. At one vinyard one can purchase one's own brand of wine, with your own label.  Too rich for my blood. Besides I don't drink. I'm a drunk.


The six of us had a grand time. But, frankly, it'll take me a day or so to recover. In spite of the beauty of the surroundings I couldn't successfully forget the possibility of crashing and, God help me, dying.


Happy Sunday!


Barry


http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/



 


 

Thursday, September 27, 2007

The Mutiny

CVS Pharmacy is selling THE BOUNTY "The true story,"new from Viking, for $4.99. That's almost one cent per page: it's 491 pages long. It's also one dollar per pound: the beautifully bound book weighs 5 lbs.


I can't leave this subject alone. A History professor at Melbourne U, Victoria, Aust., wrote a book on that subject. His surprise at the end was that Fletcher Christian, and the rest of the island survivors of the mutiny were murdered on Pitcaine by the South Sea Island mutineers. They wanted the women for themselves.


Another aspect: The bounty was taking breadfruit (there's a picture in the book) to Jamaica in support of the slave trade. Soon after the mutiny England banned slave trading. America followed some years later but England was first. Jamaica today is an English Protectorate. One year the Queen was there on her birthday.


It's hard to believe in the face of Charles Laughton's truly great Oscar performance, but the History prof. says that Bligh was the Admiralty's hero and he commanded many another ship. After the trial of Bligh there was another mutiny, and this time 36 mutineers were hung before the fleet. England feared the French Revolution might leak over to England and undermine the Monarchy.


MGM, I learned from another source, almost cancelled their production of the 1935 Mutiny movie for fear it might exacerbate labor agitations in Culver City: LA Times for 1935 reported that blood ran in the streets of Hollywood, labor negotiations stymied by the woosening Great Depression that had finally caught up with CA. (My family was inveigled by my rich grandmother to return to Australia.)


Both books, the profs, and this one by Caroline Alexander, are not history, nor are they fiction. They are fictionalized history. Shoot, they are fiction. We'll never know what happened.


Barry


http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

No subject

Ever seen a rainbow that touched ground at both ends? I doubt that I have until the other day while driving half the length of the San Fernando Valley going East. My wife took photographs thru' the windshield. Later, I discovered that the gorgeous rainbow pictures had been taken with my tiny digital camera, the size of a pack of cigarettes, with the lens setting on macro and not normal focal length. Oddly the photos on the screen thingum at the back of the camera, tiny, makes some of the pictures look normal, but I've got my doubts. Oh well, it was the experience of seeing the rainbow that matters. Right?


Barry

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Vick, his dogs, his broken career, his looming 40 years in jail, etc.

Isn't this Vick dog fighting thing a bit overboard?! Before this case made indignation so popular, among pet owners especially, I would have guessed that if one staged a dog fight the neighbors could get seriously PO'd, and even bring about a 'Disturbing the peace' conviction, but 40 years in jail, and the ruination of a promising NFL career and universal shame?! Before this is over Vick is gonna get dragged by a pickup till his eyeballs drop out, and then given a public flogging.


In short it's over-kill, false piety, and racist.


What say you America!


Barry



After Thought #1


I've since writing this entry received an email giving details of the killing of dogs.  Butchering (my word) dogs cannot be tolerated, that's for sure. So I must back off from my former position. Added to that the high stakes gambling element and you have a sticky wicket. What climate allows that to happen?


BB3
 


AFTER THOUGHT #2


I dunno, #1 was posted out of respect for the love of dogs expressed indirectly by the email sender. Dogs are grand, and I've always loved them, even a Bull Terrier named Tyson (ha ha ha) I still own, now in the care of my friend in Puerto Escondido, Oaxaca.


But dogs are not people. Killing a dog must have a lesser penalty than killing a human being. It is insane, in an age when second degree murder of a human being can bring only 15 years in jail, while Vick is having dangled before him endless penalties. It's racism RACISM clear and simple-minded.


Barry


http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/


 

Wars One & Two

To get a handle on WW2 I think some knowledge of WW1 is necessary.  I know almost nothing about WW1. Ken Burns, are you listening? In my rah rah enthusiasm for accounts of WW2, some of which I actually remember; for example I remember my father telling me what Russia "sitting on the fence" [1939] meant; he told me his version of Hitler flirting with Russia in an attempt to prevent them from interferring with Germany's expansion plans, I forget that young people today would just as soon forget all about the embarrassing mess the whole thing turned out to be; embarrassing because of all the death and destruction. 


After WW1 Germany almost starved to death. It was that starvation and humiliation, brought on by Allied reparation demands, which brought on, or helped bring on, the incomprehensible enthroning, exhaltation, of the cunning little rat, Hitler. What fun the dopey corporal had stamping his feet. It isn't just a joke, he practiced his act in front of a mirror.


My prejudice and contempt is so conditioned by having been alive all through WW2 I could never in a million years agree to drive a BMW.  Ha ha ha ha ha. Toyota is the most popular automobile in California, but not with me!  Mazda I've forgiven, ha!


It's stunning and sobering to realize what a dwindling minority one joins in old age.  One has to steel oneself because young people know EVERYTHING!  Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha......


[TWELVE O'CLOCK HIGH is the name of the Daryl Zanuch movie, released in 1949, which deals with training American bomber crews to be totally reckless with their lives: To the point of brain washing IMO.]


                          ...to be continued.....


Barry



 

Monday, September 24, 2007

More WW2 Chat

The first installment of Ken burns WAR (ww2) has come and gone. Now I know where Guadalcanal (sp?) is located. Not so far from Australia, just North of the equator. The Japs (allowable expression in talk about WW2; you know, Pearl Harbor n' stuff. Now, it's our honorable friend and ally Japan. You still haven't seen Sayonara? Japan helped us a great deal handle the war in Korea. I went on R&R to Japan from South Korea; that was background to a terrific, cross cultural love story with Marlon Brando making some fans and some money.)  Ken Burns lays it on the line about the WW2 sub-human, or, oh so human, Jap ferocity in the Pacific, and in China, and in the Philippines. I didn't know about the baking and eating babies, but I did know, from my Mother-In-Law, about the catching of Philippine babies with a bayonet. When a child she spied from cover terrified for her life. Thanks to America, The Japanese didn't set foot in Australia. They did enter Sydney Harbor in a mini-submarine; they sank a ferry in mothballs that had no engine.


The air war over Europe is a subject I look forward to hearing and seeing on the continuations of Ken Burns' documentary. I'm anxious to see if he takes a position on the brainwashing of American flyers to get them to enthusiastically fly into devastating attack over Germany. "Here's a new wrinkle," says the RAF dispacher to American bomber crews en route to Germany: "Their pilots are ordered to ram your aircraft if necessary." From: The Daryl Zanuch movie about "Daylight precision bombing."  


               to be continued..............

Saturday, September 22, 2007

More moving pictures

Two strong dramas open this weekend. One has opened already, IN THE VALLEY OF ELAH from screenwriter/director Paul Haggis. The reviews have all been raves. Three Oscar winners are in the cast. The title refers to the place where David Slew Goliath. The subject of the movie is the Iraq War; but with some very odd exceptions none of the action takes place in Iraq; the power of the drama comes from "Indirection" (says The New Yorker.)


The other begins on TV tomorrow, Sunday. The Ken Burns documentary "WW2." The sum of the episodes is 14 hours.  I'll be interested to learn how it will go over with young people. That war was shorter than the Iraq war, and of course that still drags on and on.  WW2 required total mobilization and intense home front morale boosting. In view of the Iraq war being still in progress, groan, that rah rah spirit during WW2 might be presently off-putting, if in fact Ken Burns reports that war effort. It was amazing. A movie star was pleaded with to cut or hide her hair because American women in Defense plants were immitating her long hair and getting it stuck in machinery. At the end of the war a great movie opened foretelling the down side of the war, and dealt with the plight of returning soldiers out of step with the America they came home to.**** It'll be interesting to see how Burns deals with all the myriad facts about that dreadful war that killed hundreds of millions of people. Two million died in only one city: what is now St Petersberg, then called Stalingrad. Canibalism broke out. Soviet composer Dmitri Shostikovitch refused to leave the city so the Russians had him taken out by force. He was a National treasure. His work, called the Stalingrad Symphony is one hour and twenty minutes long. Incredibly stirring. At the end of one radio broadcast of that music the announcer, after a long pause, said, "Nothing puny about that work."


The Iraq War: how will it seem years from now when Ken Burns, God bless him, undertakes to document THAT fiasco.


**** The Best Years of Our Lives  [1946]


 


Luv,


Barry



 

 

Scalzi wrist slapped

 Comment from bbartle3
9/22/07 9:23 AM | Permalink
The cult of thinness is sick, and,
I believe, the fashion industry has
taken steps to get real.  In the
photo, however, what's really wrong for fashion
is that the poor woman is not ideally
proportioned to be camera-ready;
see how she's trying to squeeze her
hips and legs to be more narrow? If
she were to stand military straight,
she'd look a ton too bottom heavy.
(I know, you're trying to send a
'You're perfect, Honey' to your wife, maybe.)

In the current AIR FRANCE TV commercial
the one with a fake swimming pool into
which the female model dives, then 'swims'
to the other end, the swimmer looks as
if she was just freed from Dachau. She
is hideous!  She can't dive, and can't swim;

The only remedy is DO NOT fly Air France.

Barry
The French, I'll guarrantee did NOT make
that commercial, GD Madison Ave made
that commercial.

PS: I think it is poor form that you (John Scalzi)
never acknowledge receipt of my
Comments on your Entries.

(Scalzi treats me as if I were a leper!

All I do is tell the truth! Shoot...)

Friday, September 21, 2007

Holes In The Wall

Wouldn't mind getting back on the subject of "Interviews" simply because they become almost effortlessly comic, fun, entertaining and convivial. Blogs (in practice does 'blog' mean exactly the same as 'journal' or is there a semi-secret difference?) I've noticed, are relatively unmolested by excessive advertising, which is a huge plus. On AOL's most visited message board, DO YOU BELIEVE? Ford Mercury advertising is so outrageously greedy you'd wait many minutes to be able to move on; I've settled that by not going back there anymore (?)after leaving a complaint.  "Belief" is a wonderful subject to write about, think about, and experience, but it sure does quickly lead to arguments and ill-will. Ha! Snippets of Scripture get flung at each other.  Does no good of course, just leads to ever more acrimony.  I'd like to talk solely about 'Belief' without any compulsion to 'sell' that belief, just give an accurate report of subjective experience. For reasons not very clear to me, that is not going to happen. Ha ha!


Today, as on some other days, I must admit I have no subject. Well, there's no rule you HAVE to leave sage words here is there?


Maybe I'll scribble some notes before coming back so I'll have a rough outline of what I want to say.


More and more I've noticed how much I enjoy taking a very small digital (well the cheap ones are ALL small) camera everywhere with me. I use just the still picture part. Composing ordinary scenes so that a design pops out being the goal. Not easy. One of my favs is a late night shot with my vehicle in the foreground, with the front of my Bank in the middle distance showing the four 'Holes in the wall' where you take out money; I invented the name to amuse my children. At another branch of the same bank the 'Hole-in theWall' is in a separate, protected large room you can enter only with your bank card. Gives me the creeps. There are at least twelve 'Holes in the wall' in that room. It too is open 24 hours. A digital camera, even a cheap one, can handle the exposure demands of the outdoor shot at night with zero trouble: amazing!  The vehicle, close to the camera is exposed by weak flash, and the outdoor holes in the wall lit by the good bank. With film and the very best camera it'dtake hours to get that shot exposed correctly.


The visual arts, for me, lead to tranquility more often than do music and writing. Not that I compose music, no no no, can't even identify one single note, boo hoo. Wouldn't it be great to know how Beethoven put all that noise down on paper?! I think about it all the time. Do you know anyone who composes classical music? (At the movies pop music is composed by one guy at the piano, with another guy standing at his elbow saying, "That's it, that's it!" and B'way history is made.  Ha ha ha ha....!)


Luv ya.


Barry


 

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Marriage et al

" I don't follow why one has additional responsibilities if one enters a biracial marriage."   - Sheria

 

 

Thanks loads for your kind, patient, well thought-out observations.

 

When one gets married you first go to the marriage license

place to get virtual 'permission.'  Marriage is a public matter.

That's why, for example, same-sex marriage is such a hot button

social issue (I never use the word "issue" so plse overlook this

lapse, ha!) that is still fermenting in the body politic.

 

I am in a biracial marriage. I've posted photos to prove it.

One has to steel oneself for the inevitable protest. In my case

the biracial factor allows people to pontificate about the

unsuitability of the union, a ton of which BS I've had to endure.

Regardless of the age of my wife there would not have been one single murmur of criticism if my wife were Caucasian. The age difference acts as a cover behind which to be racist.

 

The truth is OJ married White trash.

 

            :  -  ]

 

Barry

Monday, September 17, 2007

Letters, and how to alienate your friends

Well, mind if I blab with nothing serious going on?


Waddid you think of O.J's latest caper? Could he have locked himself up 'cause he regrets the murders and wants to be punished?!  Is that theory any crazier than any other? Too bad Johnny Cochran died. Shoot, if ever OJ needed a sly, tough lawyer it's right now!  Remember it's Las Vegas, so don't get too pissed if OJ wriggles out again after he gets tired of remorse.


His wife, after they divorced, tried to get even by maddening OJ by sleeping with, right under OJ's nose, the waiter, and the manager of a nearby restaurant. Who the hell was she?  Well, one thing she was, guess what? stupid. She's dead isn't she? Do you resist the conclusion that deliberately enraging someone to murder you is stupid? More proof she was stupid: when a white woman marries a famous Black man, and you divorce, then sleep with two plain NOTHING white men, you're borderline mentally retarded, not just stupid. If one enters a biracial marriage one has additional responsibilities. For example, if an illegal immigrant marries a citizen, that fact had better not feature in the subsequent married life of the two, 'cause if it does there will be hell to pay.


IMO OJ's first knife murder was of the drug dealer who gave his former wife drugs.


I've read four books on the OJ Trial.  The white prosecutor, a woman, during the trial, slept with the Black prosecutor in a San Francisco Hotel. Well, the trial did last a year. Ha!


OJ got off partly because the prosecution completely misunderstood the import of there being a female, Black foreman (woman) and a majority of the jury at the end almost all Black. Marcia Clark was too much of a smart ass to have read BLACK RAGE (written by two Black psychoanalysts) which posits that in Black culture women shield their men and send their females out to get the jobs available to Blacks. Those Black women weren't about to convict OJ Simpson!!


So, it took a white woman to bring OJ down, but to do so she had to forfeit her life. Yes, the whole thing was that mad.


Las Vegas convicting OJ seems, on the surface, an unlikely outcome. Personally I don't give a damn.


Barry



 

 

 


 


 

Friday, September 14, 2007

Interview

 
Ask and you shall receieve. I am going to interview you my dear; remember, be honest and post onto your blog, all the best zoe xx

 

Gee, what a hoot! Thanks for offering me this wonderful opportunity.

 

1) If you had a time machine, but it could only work the once, and could not make the return trip, what time would you go to and why?

 

I'd go back to the year One and on my knees Witness the crucifixion.  Reason? So I might have an opportunity to become a complete human being. 

 

2) If someone threw a bag onto your lawn, and when you opened it, it contained $1 million, and you later discovered it was stolen in a local bank heist, would you choose to keep it and let the bank claim on its insurance, or would you return it for the $1000.00 reward?

 

That's a tough one. I'm afraid I'd keep it in spite

of the difficulty of transporting it to a Swiss Bank. Drive

to Canada with the loot might be the first step.

 

3) If you could live your life over again, what one significant thing would you change and why?

 

Avoid divorce through living more honorably.

 

4) Which would you prefer to do, sit in a bath of snakes or a bath of leeches?

 

Leeches I guess: Not all snakes are poisonous, but I couldn't take the chance. If the "sit" is till death the leeches would probably take longer to suck my blood. If I had a box of matches I just might avoid death from the leeches. I had a leech glom onto me in a muddy dam outback in Australia;

in those days I'd swim in anything. It dropped off when a lit match got close.

 

5) If you HAD to choose between a woman who is an excellent lover but wouldn't speak to you, or a woman who only wanted you as a companion, which would it be?

 

Oh, oh, oh, this is an easy one: I'd be the "companion." Talk can be sexier than just about anything. A woman who did it well but never spoke would feel to me like making love to a corpse.  In a pinch of course I'd go with whatever I could get. Call me Tolerant Baz.  (Aka Barry).

 

Thanks Zoe for your invitation!

 

Barry


 

 

Asking to be "interviewed"

 Comment from bbartle3
9/14/07 6:26 AM | Permalink
Well, that's all a new kettle of fish!
At the risk of sounding churlish.......
      Had to look it up....

Main Entry: churl
Function: noun
Pronunciation: 'ch&r(-&)l
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English ceorl man, ceorl; akin to Old Norse karl man, husband
1 : CEORL
2 : a medieval peasant
3 : RUSTIC , COUNTRYMAN
4 a : a rude ill-bred person b : a stingy morose person

Ain't English wonderful? One of my fav.
stolen words in the English dictionary
is the German Schadenfreud

Main Entry: scha·den·freu·de
Function: noun
Pronunciation: 'shä-d & n-"fro i-d&
Usage: often capitalized
Etymology: German, from Schaden damage + Freude joy
: enjoyment obtained from the troubles of others

I believe there are something like 250,000 words
in the OED. (That is, many more than in other
languages; which gives legs to the the argument
that our President always speak regular English....ha ha ha ha...)

I sidetracked myself....If I'm asked to be
"interviewed" my answers could very well
be more forthcoming than if I'm the one doing the
asking: For reasons not clear to me I cannot
find the chutzpah to "ask" to be interviewed.

Main Entry: chutz·pah
Function: noun
Variants: also chutz·pa/'hut-sp&, '[k]ut-, -(")spä/
Etymology: Yiddish khutspe, from Late Hebrew huspAh
: supreme self-confidence : NERVE , GALL
synonym see TEMERITY

I just lack the gall to actually ASK to
be interviewed!

Barry
http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Writing

Writing has the power to make us happy. Happier? Yet, some writers, good writers, writers with publishing ambitions, go hide in secret, barricaded Nirvanas called secret Blogs or somesuch. Private? Nah. If only one person has access it ain't private. It's servant and slave, ha ha ha....


My adult daughter and I exchanged emails the other day, maybe six or eight, and regardless of content the exchange made me feel oh so great! But the dialog wasn't really private. After all we are father and daughter.


Private.  What's private? One definition goes something like, 'doing something in a room that you would immediately stop doing if someone were to enter.' Or, threaten to enter. Or, if you imagine someone might enter. Some acting classes have as an exercize doing something, having a "Private Moment," that one would instantly stop if the presence of another seemed possible or likely. The idea being that what is truly 'Private' is also what is truthful. Actors tell us they want, more than anything, to be believed!


One secret to a good relationship might in many instances be the ability to share what's truly private. Sharing nothing that is private is most likely only an accomodation. Lovers have reported feeling as one. Private.


It's been reported that the Sacrament of confession by Catholics has in recent times been on the wane. Down to something like only 34%.  The import of this is that taking Holy Communion not in a State of Grace (having committed an unconfessed whopper) is a large sin.


Now my readers are down to zero, right?  Ha! ha ha ha ha ha...........sob.....


Point: The Confessional is private. I mean, imagine the druggery for the poor, well-intended, priest having to listen to all that garbage day after day after day! And for virtually no pay!


That might seem trivial, worrying about the decline of the Confessional chamber/box.  Yeah, but what about the precipitous decline in Freudian analysis?! Present day humans have no guilt, no sin, no worries, fears, declines in energy and goodwill toward men women and children?????? Rubbish.


Where does one go to purchase the complete works of Sigmund Freud?! I wanna study up. Freud had an enlarged appreciation for the importance of the 'Private.' He oughtta get a postumous Oscar. Come back Sigmund, all is forgiven. We forgive you for embarrassing us so often and so deeply and so hurtfully. Boo hoo! sob sob sob.....


Writing, my writing anyway, is mostly bragging. I'd like to veer slightly more toward the private without getting my ears boxed. Know what I mean?


Luv yas all................


Barry


http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 

Friday, September 7, 2007

The Animal I am

My answer to one of John S's make-busy chores. 


 


Comment from bbartle3
9/6/07 6:12 PM | Permalink


I'm an Australian rabbit. I made
my burrow under an enormous
bolder, half of which goes deeply
underground. There are many
exits and entrances so that if
they send a ferret down one or
even more entrances, I'm outta
there in a flash. Dogs I avoid by
smelling their approach. Guns
are the biggest menace which is why
I feed usually after dark. My burrow
is so long, secretive, and many-chambered
I can have many different types of female
rabbits to breed with, play with, and cuddle
with. When a bunny, I had many a long,
safe chat with Beatrice Potter.  I don't
tell many people this secret but Beatrice
and I were lovers, testing the biology
of Natural Selection. The result?
Peter Rabbit, my true son!

Barry
http://journals.aol.com/bbartle3/Vengeance/




Wednesday, September 5, 2007

AA Battery Recharging

To my puny hundred dollar digital camera I've amassed 12 AA rechargeable batteries and five chargers. One of the latter is to recharge in the car (seven seat Mazda van which has an 110V outlet). One nifty recharger claims to recharge in 2 hours. This one is the only one which specifies green light for "Ready" and red for "Charging." Another is the reverse! At Best Buy over the holiday weekend I stumbled upon a 2 GB camera card on sale for $19.95. In my toy camera that stores over 300 photos. Not sure what to do with my several times filled, and deleted other 2 GB camera card.   


The bee and the landscape snaps were taken quickly: the bee one in case it bit me, and the second taken thru' the windshild while stopped: didn't want to get hit from the rear. The white cloud is directly East from Griffith Park. It is a regular feature seen from LA, often many much bigger white clouds. They are formed when cold air from the ocean 25 miles away, moves inland to take the place of hot air from the desert rising. If you could throw a stone over that white cloud it might land 175 miles away near Las Vegas.


Digital is better than film. Pretty soon different, longer lasting batteries will go on sale, IMO.  When I look back at my film photos I flinch in disappointment. By comparison everything looks artificial on film. Never dreamed I'd say that.


Now I have to wait for Vincent, napping after school, first day back after summer holidays, to wake up and post my two blue photos.  


P.S.  The bee crashed the party at a bench under the trees in Griffith Park. Later the merry-go-round, the children's train, riding ponies, and later still, steaks et al at Sizzler. Nice happy holiday.


Barry




 


 

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Dunno yet.

I've got everything crossed hoping that clicking on Permalink before starting to type will narrow my journal format when I click on 'Save'.


Well, I'm in a bit of an uproar this morning. Well, for one thing this is the second day after surgery and I hurt a mite. It'll heal.


The truth is I'm feeling a little sorry for myself. After a life time, almost, and anyway beginning when I was 14, and my mother died - yes this is a sob story, so perhaps have a hanky handy, heh - someone I've known Online for maybe ten years mercilessly attacked me on a message board after she'd seen my AOL Journal photos - I've struggled to find family again. All attempts failed until 1992 when I met my wife. So, we've been married 15 years, four children, and we're all as happy as bugs in a rug.  Take a gander at the following directed at me, and not just some third world despot:



One glimpse of the family photo told me all I ever need or want to know about his vacuous, narrow-minded arrogance and his sad-looking wife and children -- who should now definitely be off limits. That photo tipped everything he's said over the last few years into a scary, fun house perspective. It's just wrong. Not funny, not kooky, and not interesting for any longer than it takes to hose maggots out of a garbage can after the first shock of discovery and the brief fascination at the teeming number of them.



From: Daedalass


At first, years ago, I surmised that this Member was a woman college professor. She was measured, semi-literary, undeclarative, distant. Because of the ending of the screen name I assumed it was a woman being humorous. But suddenly Daedalus has flown too close to the sun, again, and her wings have melted.  But that's idle conjecture; truth is I'm stunned at the out-of-control vituperous onslaught against me, my children and my wife. There was a time when one would be benched for such a personal, take-no-prisoners wipeout.


She mentioned she had a Jade tree. Later I said "You have a Jade tree," and she replied, "No, I have two."


"Mary Mary quite contrary how does your garden grow?" asks the nursery rhyme. I'm surprised her jade trees don't wither up and die. Perhaps she's getting old, has no children and nurses bitter regrets?


Thisnot to air private grievances.  No, no, her broadside was posted on a message board. We've never met, never had any intercourse other than on an AOL message board.


____________________


I might try to write here about the thumbs down I got via several communications that my crash photos were not well-received. Gee, I just carry a tiny digital camera in my pants pocket and shoot whatever grabs me.  Today I might try to get a shot of the enormous white clouds that rise majestically over the San Gabriel mountains, clouds formed when cold air from the Pacific meets hot air rising from the desert.


Have a GREAT holiday weekend. (Support your labor Union; I do! This is Labor Day weekend, correct? :-/


Barry


 

Thursday, August 30, 2007

My journal, adjusted, format

I just want to see if I'm  afflicted with


a wide, wide format forever.


 


Barry

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

LIFE, and death..............


Aiming for a parking space beginning near approaching end of the red painted gutter I came across a horrendous accident. All morning afterwards I was shaking from sadness and apprehnsion. I was en route to the doctor's office (the surgery is tomorrow morning) and running slightly late but i HAD to whip out my cheapo Polaroid digital camera and take some snaps. The accident happened on Burton Way in Beverly Hills near Cedars Sinia Hospital, mthe office buildings of whioch I was about to walk to, one block.



First pix almost standing up; Vincent positioned his brother Mark, and is standing just out of frame, in case!



Mother and child. Leonardo I ain't, but my love the same.



This is one of two fire engines that came to our building the night of the fire. To get there cooperation I asked politely and added that BACKDRAFT the movie wass the children's fav., which is true next to CRASH. (To my critics on the subject of what children should watch, I say, 'You bring up your children and I'll bring up mine.')  The tallest of the enormous firefighters confided that BACKDRAFT was his favorite movie too!  Ha ha.



Bought at Goodwill for a song. Unsigned, but my wild hunch is that the original hangs in the National Gallery in London, and was painted in the late 1800 about the time of the introduction of electricity. The style might be French imprsssionism taken indoors at night, a la Van Gogh - who wasn't an Impressionist, ha! Ol' Vincent was a law unto himself.



I tripped the self-timer, then couldn't see if it was running and it was too bright to see the image on the back of the camera, and there was too much light to see the self-timer light, or to hear it. The baby was accidentally cut out!?  Groan. But, I thought it does show the locale, Venice Beach walkway a visit to which is worth a whole college credit in Soc. Rel (Social Relations).



-----------------   Barry

I'll Find Out As I Type

Arrived at the scene of an accident today before the fire engines, two, had left, and after the ambulances had left, while one of the vehicles involved was upside down, half on the sidewalk, and the other vehicle sat in the middle of Burton Way with its front smashed in. I might, Vincent willing, post two of the five shots I took before going in to see the doctor, I think I'll post two here so you won't think I'm making it up, ha, and of course if Vincent is available. I have two other snaps I want to post, Mark kinda standing up eating the remote, and the other 5/6th of the family taken at Venice Beach walkway. The baby accidentally got cut out. Too bright sun to see the composition; I ran back after tripping the self-timer as usual.


Lot of chat about God on the Do You Believe? message board based on Biblical quotes. Curiously enough, that almost never leads to constructive interaction. It should be possible to talk about God with no Biblical references. Yearning for closeness to God doesn't need writing of any make or size to justify our quest, IMO.


Better stop before I get on the subject of movies again, ha ha ha.....


 


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Saturday, August 25, 2007

I'll find out, maybe, as I type.

In America, UK friends, pro football - you know, the version of football in which you can actually throw the ball forward, ahead of you!  Madness, right? Well, it's wanting one's cake and eating it too, veddy Americaine.  (In Australia I played Rugby Union at boarding school. I was lousy, but I did tackle well, so well that against St Josephs I was allowed to play on the A-Team, once.  I tackled freight trains! Nuts, ya know, but otherwise I stank.


An American famous for being able the throw the ball forward, in his position as quarterback, Vick is about to be jailed, let go from his lucrative football contract, and otherwise despised, for fostering dog fights for money, then killing the losing dogs.


Now, I'm a bit upset about that on two grounds: I still own a pitbull, the noble dog 'Tyson', who I love but have given to the care of my friend Arturo in Mexico. (Tyson was named after boxer Tyson the bighter. He bit opponent's ears.) In addition, dogfighting has a long history in England, and my prejudice is that if it was done in Britain, it simply must be A-Okay. My dog comes from breeding Bull Dogs, with Terriers. Something like that, resulting in Bull Terriers. Or, whatever, hence Pit Bulls.


The other objection I have is that football in America has sunk so low players actually try to injure each other on the field.  'Piling on' - diving on the just-grounded player, can earn a penalty, light, but usually goes ignored, unpunished, and applauded. Dog fighting doesn't seem quite as serious to me as deliberately injuring another player.  I guess there's a limit to my love of dogs. 


I'm dreadfully afraid that there's a racist element to this persecution of Mr. Vick the promoter of dog fights. This Vick, Englishmen and women, is drop dead handsome, strong, tall and skilled. His walk sends shivers of envy through opposing white football players, hence the fury with which he is piled upon when tackled.  A White Baseball bigwig years ago was fired for blurting out to the press that Black athletes got that way, Big-strong-handsome-virile and highly talented, because slavery bred them that way. Gulp.  But, if that was true where is the shame in speaking the truth? Hybrid Vigor! The offspring of disparate parents tend to be superior in brains and brawn.  Which of course is one of oodles of reasons why I thrilled at having interracial children.  (Have you ever seen lots and lots of photos of Peruvian women? I did last night on TV, a documentary. Spanish and Indian mixing in Peru seemed to have produced beauty beyond description due perhaps to the addition of South Sea island genes, and Oriental genes. The enormous Olmec head outside in copy at the Anthropology Museum in Mexico City, is clearly Asian. I'm not saying Olmecs were in Peru. I don't know where they were/are. Peruvian women came from God. I'll leave it at that!


Have you stolen a peek at Iranian women in newsreels? I have a flash for Muslim violent men: if they really truly believe they can keep those women all for yourselves, they oughtta think again: it ain't gonna hoppen ploppers, not in the modern age, it ain't, no matter how brutally they insist women cover up head-to-toe tip, and bow to stern (Ooooooo that 'Stern') because the cameras will do them in. Truth will out. Ha ha ha a ha ha........................Remember the ghasly hideous scenes secretly photographed at a football stadium in Afghanistan showing women being shot in the head from behind for showing some ankle in the marketplace? Those women will be avenged. History will do the job. And biology, and hybrid vigor, and God's love for all his children.


Barry


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